SWAPPING sēxy texts with a hot girl I met on a night out led to a feel-good affair. They started me thinking how good life might be with a girl who was up for some fun.
I’m 26 and my now ex-fiancée is 25. We were together five years. We needed some cash for our dream wedding and decided to save money by house-sharing with another couple. It wasn’t ideal and it wasn’t much fun staying in every night. We started to argue a lot and then things went sour in the bedroom as well.
I went out with a mate and got stupidly drunk. I didn’t remember a lot the next day but I knew I’d been kissing a really hot girl.
The next day she sent me a text. I freaked out at first and told her I’d made a mistake. She said that was OK but it wasn’t the end.
The idea of cheating was now on my mind and it just wouldn’t go. I sent her a daft flirting text and just sat there and stared at my phone just praying I’d get a reply – and I did.
The texts soon got sēxy, and then we met up and had sēx for real when I was working away – sēx with no-strings. It was awesome, the best sēx that I’ve ever had.
When I got back to my girlfriend I said I was having doubts about us. We split up a week later and she was heart-broken.
Now she’s with somebody else but I know that she really wants me. I’m with a new girl – not the girl that I had that affair with – and this girl’s crazy about me and treats me great.
So why do I think of my ex all the time? She’s always in my mind. I want to let go and move on but I can’t.